I just don' t feel like sleeping just yet.

I think todays' gonna be another sleepless night for me. We shall see. I wanna blog anyways,I owe mr blogger.pity him being neglected and ditched halfway for numerous times.

How's life for you guys? any good?bad?

I want money. I wanna have lots of cash in my pocket.and do whatever I wanna do with no one stopping me to. Living in my own little bubble,enjoying my OWN life. Its only a dream and never gonna be a reality. Do you wanna know why?

at my age now,i have the energy to explore things and ready for some adventure,my body is all wired up to any circumstances and would,I think,withstand at its best. Unfortunately,no cash.

then when I have the cash and working,I would not have the 'time' to travel and yadaa yadaa,

when im all wrinkled and saggy skinned,I dont have the energy despite having both time and money.

See,you get what I mean now? It'll always be a DREAM.



and oh,Im going to be the awesome-est teacher ever. GTG captain.

How I wish I was one.



xx,
AFIY37.

To my dearest beautiful mother,

I know my birthday is months away.6 months to be exact.But is there any chance I can grant my present sooner than that? I would behave,I promise.I would do my chores. I would do all the things that you ask me to.Its just this one small cute lil thing that Ive been longing for quite some time now.So,please mom? You're pretty :D heeee ;)

ummm,perhaps an UKELELE?

or maybe a Banjo!! :D
Thanks a lot mom. Your daughter loves you.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSS SS SSSS SSSPENNNDET!! eh salah,splendid! :D You have to adore him! I tell you.

Ive been itching to update my blog for the past few days but I just don't have enough will to do it. Er,my laziness level is getting higher. There's so much I wanna type but I find it extremely hard to put them into words and magically key them in. There's so much going on with my surrounding, so many things nagging my mind that I wanna share. But I just DONT KNOW HOW.or more specifically. I don't really know and quite remember WHAT is it.My brain is malfunction-ing eh.

Ahh,I wanna learn how to be angry. I do get angry at times(not really that often), but showing them isnt one of my specialities.Im not that good at it and it sucks (perfectionist much?) It does, I believe a necessity in life to know how to be angry,pissed, that's when people will respect you and know their limits or boundaries and take you seriously and not just for granted.How would you expect to lead someone when they don't give a damn about taking your orders seriously?

I know I'm right. Innit?

So anyways, RAMADHAN is here! happy fasting everyone!

with that I wonder why,If you translate it to malay,we say it as 'SELAMAT BERPUASA' right?why isnt it 'safe fasting'?

blargh. nonsense.

later ;)

I need to clear my mind and do something.

and oh,my brother got married last June. congratulations! :D lagging eh fiy.

Im just reposting this. This is need I say so freaking TRUE! yes,I agree.Completely.


1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house.

3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

4. A Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer quickly to No 9 for the meaning of nothing.)

5. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

6. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’, which is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ - that will bring on No. 7).

7. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying, “F— YOU!”

8. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to No. 4.

9. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in “Fine”.

I've got tonnes of things to blog,but Im just plain lazy :D

Over more than 48 hours,I slept for 2 hours and now,I'm still awake O_O Tomorrow's gonna be a busy busy day for me i guess.wait,I meant later.

Ive been listening to Regina Spektor- Samson over and over again.Its nice.
and think Im going to do a cover.If I'm jobless.

nyehs,I dont really have anything specific to blog about.

My memory is deteriorating.fast.ntahh ehh termkn sekilo samut x? =/

One fact. My short term memory suck,but my long term memory is good.REAL GOOD.

proof?

I chatted with a friend of mine the other day,we talked about the past.ahm 6/7 years ago.About the time we spent in SMPAP.I vividly remember him and some other friends,I still remember his name and theirs, which includes the dad's,and where they used to sit in class,the incident when Ridhwan's sinjang fall off infront of everyone in my class,and his translucent cara melayu enable us to see his bright orange underwear ha. ha. ha. had a good laugh at this.

uh oh,and sadly,they don't remember me? T__T

I went to my cuz'z engagement today.it was hot,the day was scorchingly hot.Met the long lost Goblin gangstas,the seniors,boyyy ohh boyy they've grown so BIG! Sawal is no longer the proud owner of curly breaded hair,its short and prepped(sp?) up,Yus's complexion is better now than it used to be.

I miss basketball.
I miss playing basketball at red court until late night.
I miss them,their friendli-ness, and our jokes.
I miss Red Dares too,and all the tourney(s).

Only now then I miss,when everyone has scattered and busy moving on to the next pace.



uhwaa.Time flies so fast.Like Mr Ameng said,TIME IS GOLD! hahaha.I like tohhx.WTF.


Okay,enough yapping.











'Have you met someone who gets you more than anyone else,someone who makes you happy no matter what situation they're in,who's there all the time?'

I think,mhm,Yes. :)



Later.